“Different”
“Why did she think herself different and weird? Front and center was her awareness of Eternity: she intuited that everything, absolutely (or, at least, relatively) everything that people in the world saw, felt, and thought about, was, in a crucial sense, unimportant. From experience she knew that there was an entirely different, better, infinite, and intemporal way of living, of which others remained ignorant. This knowledge gave her life the feeling of a play: all the time she was delivering her lines and making her entrances and exits (to applause, boos, or boredom), she realized that her act was nothing more than a performance in a false theatre, with false props, artificial lighting, and fellow actors also delivering lines written for them. This understanding undermined the entire basis of the world and everything that happened in it.”